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Guys I made this tweet and the amount of people getting mad I wonāt draw it right away and are annoyed that I wonāt draw it explicitly is CRAZY
#tbh I did not expect this tweet to go viral š#I 100% meant this as a joke š#AND IM ON VACATION#tbh the majority of the comments that r mad are men#Iām about to block them and I just woke up bruh š#BUT HEY NEW LADY DIMITRESCU ART????
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modern au of scum villain and quasi-Twilight vampire fusion, which, hear me out:
pre-vampirism: shen yuan originally tutors on the side through a school program initiative while he's undergrad in college to be a high school bio teacher. he tutors a teenaged binghe (so bright and intelligent!) who absorbs everything he teaches him and proceeds to run with it all the way to straight A's. binghe is also going through like, 5 awakenings a week getting tutored by shen yuan.
tianlang-jun the vampire king, meanwhile, has been searching for su xiyan's child - it shouldn't be possible for there to be one, but lo and behold: it's half-human half-vampire luo binghe, academic star of his school & extracurriculars, playing around at being human. he snatches binghe as soon as he finds him to teach him the ropes, even if zuzhi-lang is most of his education in the end.
[and then binghe gets dragged around and benignly foiled at every turn in his mission to return to shen yuan for years until tianlang-jun deems him strong enough to defend himself AND shen yuan so he doesn't die like his mother]
so then shen yuan's excited for binghe's graduation, except... when shen yuan goes to his graduation ceremony to surprise him, he's not there. shen yuan knows his grades were good! he should be graduating valedictorian! but nobody's able to find him, and his name is called to an empty stage. shen yuan tries everything short of hiring a private investigator (he has the money, but they just tell him that there's nothing they can do.)
post-vampirism: so for the next 10 years, shen yuan searches for binghe around every corner, until he's teaching a remedial night class at the local high school and... binghe walks in, looking handsome as ever and only a little bit older. he's introduced as a transfer student; apparently binghe has been a chronic school hopper.
see: shen yuan has no social media presence outside of his Peerless Cucumber handle, which he uses exclusively to rail against Airplane's shitty vampire webnovel.
binghe only knows that shen yuan was on track to be a high school teacher, so he finds himself going through the faculty lists of schools nearby (and less optimistically occasionally, the obituaries) and attending night classes like some kind of immortal freak, except he's deeply disinterested in hormonal teenagers and moreso interested in his now probably 30ish-year old prior tutor.
binghe is trying to figure out how to break it to shen yuan that he's a vampire & shen yuan is trying to figure out how to break it to binghe that he's realized he's gay. there's definitely some swooning involved.
shen yuan doesn't really know what to do about this!
#svsss au#svsss#vampire binghe au#my writing#i just like the concept of immortal binghe going back to high school not for romancing students. but for the teacher.#teacher kink binghe across the multiverse etc#also binghe desperately DESPERATELY wants to turn shen yuan into a vampire and would attic wife him if he could#the good news is that shen yuan would attic wife binghe also#shen yuan also has dysautonomia thats triggered by a viral illness. in my mind. thats relevant to nothing but chronic illness shen yuan <3#my posts
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Gojo is cruel in the way of liking when you shake when heās finished with you. after the first time you shook all over when he made you cum, heās made it a personal mission to have you trembling for him every single time, and today is no different.
āAww, just one more for me, please?ā He asks you, voice condescendingly sweet, whispered into the shell of your ear. but your head is fuzzy, filled only with static, with overwhelming pleasure taking over your entire form. heās three fingers deep inside of you, crooking them over and over again until your knees tremble.
āI-I canāt,ā you swallow, eyes clenched shut. your head is thrown back into the pillows, mouth dropped open in a silent gasp when he starts rubbing against that sweet little spot inside of you. āNot again, no more.ā
āBut itās my birthday.ā Gojo pouts before he grins, wide and evil. Heās got this glint in his eye that tells you that one more will never be enough, not until he has you shaking again. he hovers over you, his back hunched, glasses thrown somewhere on the floor, his eyes rounded and lit aflame.
āYou said youād get me anything I wanted for my birthday. And all I want is this.ā he emphasizes the last word with another crook, another incessant press of his fingers inside of you. you canāt even warn him that youāre coming again when it floods you, entire body trembling as salty tears leak from your clenched eyes. your mouth drops open, a cry tearing out, your hands scratching burning lines down his shoulders and biceps.
āHow many more until youāve reached 34?ā he asks once youāve finally come down, head lolled to the side on his pillow, dazed. you side eye him, swallowing thickly as you think back on the agreement earlier. he makes you shake until heās reached his age, only agreed to let up if you become too overwhelmed. but you swallow once again, lazily turning to look at him as you paw at his shoulders, bringing him down for a kiss.
āWeāre only halfway there, I think. Lost count.ā you whisper, breathy, pecking him once, twice, until youāve lost count. Gojo pulls away when he feels you start to clench around his fingers again, smiling softly at you.
āWeāve got the rest of the day ahead of us. I think we can make it, donāt you?ā he asks with a tilt of his head, grin devilish. you wanna protest, tell him that youāre through for the day. but he rests the heavy weight of his still confined cock against your leg, makes you feel how it throbs and pulses when it touches you. you donāt say anything, only nod slowly, pulling him down for more.
āThatās my baby.ā
#thisā¦ā¦..*****#but I wanted to write something for his bday!!!!#bc I lob him!!!!!#I feel like poop tho my dr says I might have a viral infection#I just wanna sleep but Iām trekking through it and doing my makeup today āš¼#also I think Iām finally gonna write that krampus bkg thing I talked about like. weeks ago. sorry Iām moving so slow š#ānew treat in the streets! š«#gojo treats! š¬
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#aesthetic#black beauty#blow up#coquette#fyp#fypage#girlblogging#girlhood#lana del rey#viral#new york#nyc#new york city#manhattan#brooklyn#brooklyn baby#lana del ray aesthetic#lizzy grant#viralpost#the virgin suicides#girl interrupted#it girl#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls#tumblr girls#hell is a teenage girl#tumblr fyp#moodboard#lifestyle
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re: that last post i reblogged:
"modern watson would be a blogger!" outdated. modern watson would be an accidental tiktok influencer.
#come with me and share this vision: watson; depressed; in his 20s. spends his days miserably and endlessly scrolling through social media#especially tiktok because like have you seen what that site does to people. moves in with new rommate. new rommate is an enchanting weirdo.#watson with nothing better to do starts making content about his new rommate who can deduce all sorts of wild shit through little details#hes not too worried about letting personal details because he figures nobody will really see it and hes just incredibly enamoured with#holmes' eccentricities. his videos proceed to go viral. watson has now become an influencer. holmes does not have social media except MAYBE#an old tumblr account so hes not aware enough of whats going on to be really worried about it but he does know enough#about tiktok to go hm. i will amuse you watson because it makes you happy. but i will not like it.#violin.txt
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Bsf!matt bestfreinds
Smutā¦ I did it (idk know if I like it but yeah)
Matt Y/n
Me and Matt fell asleep in each others arms last night he was warm
Warm
Warm
I was always cold and he was warm it felt soothing he fell asleep first then I drifted off to sleep but I couldnāt stop thinking about what will our future be like
I feel Matt groaning heās trying to me make me lay back down with him June 13 2024
Nmmh y/n lay down itās too early to be up, what are you doing anyway?
Iām just writing.
Matt sat up his arm around my waist looking into my eyes can I get a kiss he said whilst rubbing his eyes
I have morning breath
I didnāt want to kiss him if my breathe was stinky but matt said otherwise, y/n I donāt give a fuck if your breathe stinks kiss me,
Oddly that turned me onā¦ i liked when he would be more harsh with his words I looked at him and said are you sure?
Y/n. He said looking at my lips with a straight face then he sighed and looked at my eyes
kiss me before I kiss you.
I grabbed his face and gave him a peck on the cheek. He looked at me not surprised he then put one hand on my cheek and the other remained on my waist keeping me close to him
He pulled my face closer I swear we were inches away I could feel his breathe trickle down my neck giving me goosebumps he looked at me my lips then my eyes again he pulled me closer and we kissed.. it wasnāt like last nights itās almost as if he needed my lips on his and he kissed me roughly
We pulled away after some long seconds a I was out of breath i panted looking into his eyes..
Fuck
I said under my breathe he looked at me with a smirk as if he defeated me and he had won a prize he looked at me
Y/n donāt leave me I love you
I wonāt I promise.
He looked at me again his eyes softened he put his hands on my waist and gave me a nose kiss and a quick peck on my neck before bringing me back down grabbing my journal and pen and giving it back to me
our hands brushed against one another I looked away and looked at him flustered
I cleared my throat and looked at his eyes and how his face was so perfect I wanted to kiss him again but I didnāt so I asked if he wanted to see inside my journal
Are you sure I mean. Thatās personal I donāt have to look through it
Matt. I said with a stern- ish voice read it and write on your favorite pages
Okay
I got close to him he flinched cause of how cold my body and skin was I layed down and fell asleep
Mattās pov
She dozed off in my arm I carefully set her down next to me I kissed her nose I opened the first page of her journal
May 1 2020
I got this journal cause of matt I like him and I wonder how long this crush will last I hope it wears off since heās my best friend I donāt want to lose him he walking in my room
I was shocked that after 3 months she had a crush on me, my pretty girl maybe thatās why she acted so flustered when I flirted with her
I flipped The page wanting to know what she has written next
July 17 2020
I donāt think this crush is going away any time soon but. I think he likes Jess.. yes sheās our teacher but they might as well be the same age. I bet he likes older girls why did I think I had a chance Iām done writing about dumb stupid Matt Iām gonna go cry
Awh. I shouldāve never talked about the teacher that way I only liked her because of the fact that y/n looked liked her
Itās been I want to say 1 hour and Iāve been reading her journal entryās Iām at the one she wrote today I wonder what she was thinking about
June 13 2024
Me and Matt fell asleep in each others arms last night he was warm I was always cold and he was warm it felt soothing he fell asleep first then I drifted off to sleep but I couldnāt stop thinking about what will our future be like I feel Matt groaning heās trying to me make me lay down
Sheās so adorable I love her if I lose her I will never forgive myself.
I put her journal back and rubbed her shoulders softly and kissed her neck softly sucking on her neck harder leaving marks on her neck and shoulders
Y/nās pov
I woke up to Matt giving me love bites I moaned softly he looked at me smiling at my soft moan from his affection he sucked the part of my neck and shoulder again i moaned again but slightly louder
Mhm Matt.
What do you want pretty girl? Use your words
I want I said in a low voice tripping on my words
This was humiliating considering Mattās only seen me fully naked 4 times and they all were on accident except for last night so that makes it 5
I got closer to his ear and whispered in his ear softly and lightly I want you Matt, no Matt I need you inside me
He looked at me with glee good girl, are you gonna be a good girl and listen to everything I say?
Yes Matt.
Good girl now strip he watched me drop all my clothes seeing everything drop to the floor
One by one
Now I was only in my laced black panties he looked at me hungrily come here my princess I sat between his legs on my knees staring at him
Spread your legs
As he said this I opened my legs for him to see my glistening cunt I winced at the cold air hitting me
He moved his slender fingers towards my clit he rubbed and felt how wet I was his licked my slik off his fingers he played with my Pantie band
I bit my lip waiting for him to touch me
He dragged my panties down
lift up for me
I did as I was told now I was exposed I was scared but I trusted matt.
Lay down he ordered me
I layed down my legs spread he put my legs on his shoulders he looked at me with lowly lidded eyes he kissed my cunt and he stuck one of his fingers inside of me
I moaned softly as he kept going I stared at him waiting for another finger
You ready for another one baby?
Mhm I say as I moan lightly
He stuck 2 fingers in pumping in and out he found my spot curling his fingers touching my spot I moaned louder ffg fuck mh so good I say in heavy breath and Moans
He put his face to my cunt he sucked on my bud making my legs pull his face closer because I tried to close my legs as the pleasure got more intense
M- Matt I was panting This was the time of my life
fuck MaTt Iām almost t- oh! Y- yes I love you the knot in my stomach got tighter can I please cum I need to please Matt
I said asking for permission to cum cause I needed to be a good girl my eyes were rolling to the back of my head all that could be heard was me panting and Matt praising me
Yes youāve been a good girl you can cum
Then the knot snapped he kept pumping me riding off my high and then he pulled away from my cunt my eyes were low but I looked down at his lips they had my fluid all over them he licked his lips and sucked on his fingers making a pop sound
I was panting trying to catch my breathe
Sweetheart are you sure your ready for me? I looked at him and nodded my head vigorously he took his shirt off and his boxers he was hard and it hit his stomach lightly
I gulped looking at it it was bigger than I expected
Get on your back
I layed on my back ready for him first he stormed himself then He rubbed the tip against my folds teasing me I licked my lips
Matt please I said needing him in me
He stuck a qauter of his whole self in I panted biting my lip trying not to moan too loudly as his brothers were in the house
He stuck it all the way in staring at me waiting for me to adjust to his size I nodded giving him an okay to move
He moved slowly at first it was a Mix of pain and pleasure then the pleasure washed over and I was going ballistic he looked at me groaning and soon enough he was ramming into me
Who does this pretty little pussy belong to?
Mhgh y- you matt fuck you feel so good in me
Good girl he picked up the speed even though I didnāt know could go any faster all that could be heard was skin slapping and our whimpers and moans colliding
One thing I know for sure is that his brothers heard us
he started whimpering I knew that he was getting closer to the end
I bit my lip trying to suppress my load moans Matt looked at me straight in my eyes
let me hear you
B- mmh your brothers
I donāt give a rats ass cause your mine they can give me shit all they want to but Iām with you right now
Him saying that meant like it has two meanings and fuck that turned me on even more m- matt
Yes sweetheart he said groaning and holding my legs he kissed me passionately then pulled away
He said grunting as he slammed into me my legs started shaking I- Iām close
Me too baby just hold on after a few more pounds he whimpered louder y/n w- where do you want me?
FUCK MAtt so good c- cum inside me
I moaned one last time as Chris cummed inside me he slowly slipped out and pulled his phone out and took a picture of his semen slowly dripping out my cunt
I closed my leg tightly i panted and sat up crawling and went into Mattās arm he took a picture of me as I looked fucked out of my mind I couldnāt think all I knew is that I was in Mattās arms
He gave me a kiss on my nose and put me down carefully Iām gonna get a rag and clean you up okay?
Mhm I said laying down he wiped my body off and picked me up he sat me on the toilet and ran a warm bath he set me in the bath smiling at me
Matt I love you so much
I love you more
My phone dinged he walked over to the bed and picked it up opening my phone since he knew my password and it was a text from nick
GIRL YOU DID IT?
I mean a win is a win but babes it 8 in the morning
I canāt believe you finally did it! So proud
I still canāt believe u just got freaky with my brother
Yknow what nvm
Text me back when u can
Matt looked at me confused so you texted my brother to help you get with me?
I covered my face from being ermbrassed
Steptember 2 2024
Itās been 4 months til me and Matt have been together and since Iām in the videos every one and then they see how Iām closer to Mattās they ship us together Iāve seen edits of me clinging onto Matt and most of the fans ship us together
Matt walked in the room as I was finishing up writing in my journal Matt sat down next to me and kissed my nose in a way that was our way to tell eachother we loved them yes Matt? He looked at me
Soo weāve been together for quite some time do you want to hard launch?
Are you sure I said because I knew how some of the fans would react
Yes Iām tired of having to wait off camrea to kiss you and love on you
Okay matt I leaned closer towards him and kissed his lips
I looked at my camera roll and found pictures of me and Matt together being a cute couple I posted a āsmall amountā of pictures of me and Matt
Hard launch luv u Matty!
30k likes
Matthewsturniolo love laying in your lap
^ yourusername than cmere and lay on my lap baby
^Nicolassturniolo finally I donāt have to do more work by editing you two out
^Christophersturniolo Finally they revealed their biggest secert
Sturniololife I KNEW IT THEYRRE SO CUTE TG
Lovingy/n wait I wonder how long theyāve been together?
Nickispooh why isnāt anybody talking abt the 2nd pic okay clingy matt I see you
^ yourusername he very clingy my clingy little Matt
Matthewsturniolo I am not
Yourusername Suree you arenāt.
Chriswife y/n is double caked up
Y/nsear MY DREAMS CAME TRUE
In the vlog we were trying baby food and Matt. Fed me my food everytime not letting me feed myself cause Iām his so called princess and princess get special treatment he wiped my chin and sucked off the excess baby food from his pinky finger
Youāre so cute sweetheart
I smiled at him calling me that nick name ironically it made me feel sweet inside
and then nick and Chris rolled their eyes at us and called us love birds and fake gagged
the video was uploaded and the fans went crazy Iām glad we stopped being a secert I love Matt
GUYSS THIS TOOK FOREVER AND IM GONNA WORK IN SOME TEXTS WITH CHRIS AND A ONE SHOT SO BE READYY also hereās masterlist
#matt sturniolo smut#matthew sturniolo#matt x reader#matt edits#matty#matthew#matt#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#new post#viral#sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#just thinking#sturniolos#chris sturniolo smut#smutty romance#smutty thoughts#christurniolo#chrissturniolo#chris x reader#chris smut#sturniolo smut#nicksturniolo#nicolas antonio sturniolo#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#sturniolo fanfic#sturniolo x reader
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Viral shedding by asymptomatic people may represent a subset of total infections, but uncertainty remains regarding how much they contribute to totals.
Viral shedding may antedate symptoms, usually two days.
Viral titers are highest in the earliest phases of infection, 1-2 days before the onset of symptoms, and then in the first 4-6 days of illness in patients without immunosuppression.
When Is COVID-19 the Most Contagious?
Researchers estimate that people who get infected with COVID-19 can spread it to others 2-3 days before symptoms start and are most contagious 1-2 days before they feel sick.
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How long after exposure will you test positive for COVID-19?
Depending on which COVID-19 variant you've been exposed to, you may test positive 3-5 days later. If you've been exposed to the virus but don't have any symptoms, wait for 5 days before you get tested. If you test too early and you do have COVID-19, you may falsely test negative.
#not news#just info#covid spread#covid#data#info#resources#viral load#viral shedding#asymptomatic spread#presymptomatic infection#incubation#covid incubation period#covid testing#testing
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#lana del rey#just girly things#girlblogging#blogging#coquette#new york#it girl#cigarette#photography#this is what makes us girls#photo inspo#fashion#accessories#girl blogger#pink aesthetic#effy stonem#gossip girl#leather boots#aesthetic#grungy aesthetic#artists on tumblr#lol#current mood#skincare tips#hello kitty#lana#lana del slay#bambi#y2k#viral trends
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When life gives you lemons squeeze em and make a Arnold Palmerš
#video#funny#life#adulting#tumblr fyp#fypć·#viral video#happy#so hot š„š„š„#dancers#just girly things#black women#black beauty#pretty#military#news#new to tumblr#original art#cool
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lavender haze // paris ā t.s
#THE PARALLELS BETWEEN LAVENDER HAZE AND PARIS#like shes saying talk your talk and go viral (like tweets articles etc)#but i just need this love spiral get it off my desk (shes like get this fucking news article of my desk i just wanna stay in that haze)#and in paris shes like no i didnt see the news cause we were in PARIS (a physically manifestion of lavender haze)#i hope this is making sense#taylor swift#midnights#lavender haze#paris#tswiftlyrics#tswifttext#tswiftedit#tswift#tswiftgraphic#networkthirteen#tsusermeggie#tsuserlizzie#taylorswiftgraphic#tscreators#taylor swift lyrics#lyrical parallels#newrcmantlcs#tasha creations
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#sky children of the light#sky cotl#melbourne#sky#that sky game#memes#fyp#fypć#funny#funny memes#fypć·ćviral#fyppage#fypć·#tumblr fyp#truck#optimus prime#transformers#just for fun#itās late and this audio was in my head and it just sounded funny to me#plus the new cape worked best since itās simple and doesnāt stick out like most other capes do
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a small detail i noticed in the new chapter is that hawks is now equipped with a swordā¦.so his back doesnāt feel bare and he still feels protected
its cooler than the gun his predecessor's predecessor had. Not sure if as effective but at least we know Keigo can use that sword.
#Asks#He probably just wants it for protection but in hindsight thats terrifying#Imagine you elect your new government department head and they come out swinging#And you also just watched a viral video of them murdering someone#Who thought this was a good idea#Bnha 426#Bnha spoilers
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#viralpost#viral trends#viral video#viral#go viral#spooky video#vampire#nosferatu#spooky vampire#vampire costume#vampire cosplay#funny#square hammer#new music#music#song#halloween playlist#playlist#dancing#spooky month#spooky dance#artists on tumblr#just dance#youtube#music video#dark academia#dark core gothique#youtube video#viralpage#viralfyp
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i think the diamond dogs should play improv games just bc it would amuse me, an ex theater kid, specifically
#ted and beard ofc are reading each others minds#trent is shockingly good at it but only when he forgets to be self conscious#also see: he does both best and worst with ted (best when he's not being self conscious#worst when somehow the prompt gets too touchy or 'romantic' bc Crush Crush Crush Brain Panic)#(please the image of ted in character hugging him or something and trent just. red. brain crashed. no longer improving just frozen. barely#manages to recover and even then it was not subtle. unclear if ted is a) genuinely oblivious b) teasing him and thinks trent knows that#c) something else(??) )#roy is too stiff most of the time but if he gets really into it he gets REALLY into it.#best way to get this result is to involve phoebe or another child#higgins did community theater at some point and is the one teaching them all the games. beard also seems to have done intense research#but higgins is the one with EXPERIENCE#not that i think beard and ted couldn't have done an improv duo in college or something but in this scenario they did not#nate surprisingly is pretty good at it once he gets into it like it takes him a second but#then he's like. really getting into it and he's very quick on his feet#new way to go mad with power (affectionate): the rush you get when you make the perfect snap back comedic line/acting choice#also while trent is so good paired with so many of them i think he and nate would be a hilarious duo. they're SO funny.#they complement each other well and are both quick & clever#esp if it's about a mutual interest (although one of them taking the lead on something else like nate and music while the other plays off t#em is also good) but like#please i just had the iamge of them basically doing a bit where they're like. those mean old gay muppets in the theater?#like trent and nate improv duoing as some bitchy reviewers just going back and forth and it's so FAST and SO funny#beard records it and posts it somewhere and it goes viral.#god don't even get me started on the idea of some sort of official richmond social media/the gang posting random clips on social media#bc the ideas i have are so funny.#also largely trent centric but what do you want from me okay i'm just a little slut.
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Anyone else think short form social media based on algorithms designed to promote topics that create more engagement instead of more joy, the idea of fast fashion but conveyed through social media, and the fact you can monetize suffering and outrage better than ever has largely resulted in the death spiral of media literacy and the mass emergence of bad faith readings?
#I may be venting a lil but god it blows my mind#fyp is a blessing and a curse because i don't think ppl were ever meant to be subjected to this many ppl at once#god i took a bird site hiatus for weeks and now BARELY check it and it already feels like a hit#oughhhhh#even fandom spaces have hugely incorporated marketing and networking into them bc of cmms and sponsorship and building portfolio#which would be fine tbh if it weren't for the way socmed is designed#now it's like you can't support too many ppl or else you're shadow banned or you have to make yourself palatable and marketable#and websites with threads in which people will only read the first post before qrting because ratios are seen as five minutes of fame#features that permit beating an algorithm are locked behind a paywall that promises you money if you go viral#and what goes viral is usually incendiary content meant for those ratios or trends. whether for or against OP#even in hobbyist spaces the climate has changed so much due to the monetization and marketing and just. ugh#not to mention side accounts dedicated to gossip in this new priv account culture like...idk#if you have to make another account so you can make fun of a friend on main with selected priv friends it just doesn't sit well with me#and not every priv account does this but enough do and it makes me tired#unsolicited hate comments are still as bad as they used to be on ff dot net except now people openly are proud of it more#why do most socmed feel like passive aggressive sticky notes on high school lockers#there is so much more I could say about everything that has left me weary about the internet but I don't know the time or place#and I don't want anyone to think this is about them because it's a general statement. though if you are doing the more inflammatory things.#maybe rethink that. it's not good for anyone else and it's not good for you either#I keep coming back online to check on ppl and see art and I *know* it's draining for my health every time#but I feel a lot better now that i use socmed less overall. and that I try to focus on what makes me happy#it just sucks seeing so many people i care about endure absolutely wild struggles bc people online do not care.#I like rambling in my tags because this is the only place I ramble except my personal journal and to my wife
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I wish I was her
Angst ig idk š¤·š¾āāļø also not proof read so beware inspired by heather
Y/n Chris
I was in class listening music as Chris was talking to me about the girl heās had a crush on since 3rd grade Iāve always like Chris
But I watch his eyes as she walks by
Sheās got him mesmerized
while I suffer
Iāve always liked him.. I wished I was Alexa she had good grades a good life and Iām just a nobody the only thing I had going for me was having a job which Alexa never needed since her parent were filthy rich
We were walking in the hallways going to our next class chatting like usual but I was zoned out, wondering what life would be like as Alexa she was perfect and Chris liked her.. then I see a hand waving over my face,
āAre you listening to me y/n?
He says staring at me scrunching his eyebrows together.. then Alexa walked by us waving at chris.
āOh, yeah Iām listening.ā
I said lying so clearly it hurt, but chris didnāt seem to notice I mean he only notices Alexa.. Iāll always just be his best freind.
āHer eyes so pretty.
I roll my eyes secretly and look unamused as he talks about her again, itās always Alexa this Alexa that, but what about me?
āYep..
My tone of voice was low but I tried to act happy for him. I couldnāt tell him how I felt heās my best freind.
We walked together out of class talking about our professor then Alexa walks up to us talking to Chris, he immediately stops talking to me and starts talking to Alexa.
Then walk away without me leaving me in the middle of the hallway, I wish I was Alexa I continue walking my path to my next class fussing with my finger sighing as I watch them talk and laugh Chris smiling
I canāt take this..
I walk into the bathroom and cry before I hear somebody enter the bathroom I wipe my tears and flush the toilet pretending I used the bathroom and didnāt cry for almost 20 minutes
The next day I forgot a jacket it was December and freezing cold, Chris gave me his sweater.
āIt looks better on you than it does on meā he said complementing me,
I felt hot.. my face was hot my body was hot Chris could only make me feel this way, I knew he didnāt know how I truly felt and he was trying to be a hood friend.. but I love him. Chris always complemented me but this time it felt different,
āThanks.
I say fidgeting with my fingers
Chris had his arm around my shoulder he always did this pulling me closer to him to show how he appreciated me I got butterflies but they quickly flew away when I saw her walking by.
āOh, Iām gonna go
Knowing that when I leave heās going to go flying into Alexaās arms I walk away fastly trying not to see the scene happening infront of me..
I said with a less ethunastic attitude
āOkay see you at lunch y/n
As I walked off I saw his hand around her shoulder suddenly I got colder.. I mean I was warm but I wish that was me in his arms.
At lunch chris came up to me jogging towards me smiling his face was red, probably cause he was flustered by Alexa
āHey y/n can you give me back my sweater Alexaās cold
āBut but.. you gave it to me?
I say as my eyes look up at her..
āY/n calm down its just polyester
āYeah I guess your right
I took the jacket off sighing as he walked over or Alexa eargerly to put the sweater on her I went to eat in the library,
The bell rang great, I had to spend a class with Chris and Alexa
When I walked into class Chris sat next to Alexa I had to sit alone this was unusual since Chris always sat next me this was Ermbrassing the whole class I just stared at them.. that shouldāve been me not her, I try to listen but I canāt my eyes wander back to them.
Then he put his arm around her shoulder pulling her closer to him next thing I know my eyes were tearing up without a word to our professor I grabbed my bags and walked out the classroom going to my dorm it was raining and I was cold All I could think about was how chris had his arm around her
āFuck.. I shouldāve told him now itās too late
I say speed waking to my dorm I dropped the keys trying to get into my room I finally open the door I went to the couch and huddled up in a blanket.. it was his blanket.
I walked to my dorm and I binge watched a show me and Chris always watched trying to numb the pain.
an hour passed than Chris barged in the door happily I wiped my tears hoping he didnāt notice me crying
He jumped on the couch I moved my face away so he couldnāt see my bloodshot eyes
āWe went on a date
āY/n?
āYeah?
I said as my voice cracked I licked my dry lips, I didnāt want to hear about Alexa.
I think im gonna head to bed
I said trying to change the subject I walked into my room flopping on my bed a few seconds later I heard a soft knock in my door
I wiped my nose and stared at Chris
Whyād you give me your sweater..
āY/n itās just polyester
āBut you like her better I wish I was Alexa
After I said those words Chris layed next to me and put his arm around my shoulder and looked at my eyes it felt like he was staring into my soul
Y/n donāt ever say that youāre perfect.. but I canāt I have feelings for her Iām sorry.
My eyes teared up
āChris get out of my room, go to Alexa since you like her so much
I say with sadness in my voice Chris walked out of my room his head hung low then the front door shut.
Why did I have to like him.
(Had no clue on how to end this.) but thatās all! Sorry for not uploading !
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